
A hectic day - my hellish everything in there cupboard was dismantled, and my most elusive electrical wiring stripped and corrected. When the electricians had gone, mass ironing ensued, in between multiple blogging and twitting. Add to this general house work, eternal recycling duties and chasing obscure cooker manuals on line and on the phone for my deeply in need father. A good and effective day, crossing off lists, finishing tasks, and making my brain work like the multi functioning woman that I am.
By the time the evening had arrived, been fed and cleaned up after, my head was spinning with activity - and something needed to stop it. Was I doing enough pc work, will it ever work as it should, and if it doesn't what will happen??????? The questions ran through my jittery mind, panicking and growing way beyond what they should - hell, they shouldn't even be there. What will be will damn well be, as ever I am reminded by My Other, I can't control how other people react, and I certainly should not be panicking over a process that will take off when it does, or never does at all. All I can do is what I can, submit to the process and accept the results, whatever they are. Pretty similar to me exposing my cunt and breasts tonight whilst I sat and sewed a hem on some trousers - I felt a break was needed from the pc, and this was how I took it. Whether or not My Other chose to touch me at all was not the issue, I needed to expose myself, knowing full well by now that this guarantees nothing - it's simply the process of submitting to him, and the result being out of my control, and pleasingly not getting stressy or wanty about it. I ENJOYED the blatant disregard of him needing to touch me sexually tonight, whilst I remained exposed as I sign I understood that the choice was his, and knowing that he has complete control of both of us.
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